I did something terrible this morning out of my anger, and I regret so much about it I almost cried.
Cleo can be stubborn: for a British Bulldog, she might not be the worst, but she's definitely way up there compare to most living things. This morning, she refused of walking with me in the rain. I got so frustrated with her I dragged her and pulled as hard as I can until she had to take steps. I was so angry to the point that I didn't even look back and see her conditions. When I finally look at her after a block, her mouth was cover with foam because I pulled her so hard she was having gag reflex. My heart fell.
When we got home finally, Cleo was clearly upset. She refused to look at me and not even take treats from me... I almost cried.
I can't believe I let my anger raged to the point that I hurted her physically and mentally.
Let this be a lesson for myself... to not let small things like this get on my nerve, because the thoughts and guilt I had when I was driving to work thinking I might lose her was unbearable.
Sorry my little angel, please forgive me.
Hi Humphrey. I love this picture of Cleo. Don't worry, I am sure she forgives you and you could never really hurt her. Just tell her you are sorry, and you will see in her eyes that she loves you. Jeffery
Posted by: | December 14, 2006 at 03:06 AM